spring effect

when the sun is high, i'm tougher than rocks.

braver than any soldier, confident as can be.

but when it comes to the times when the sun would hide it self,

the darkness stroke me with its cold wind,

and the cry of loneliness that screams within.

one by one, sad thoughts and regrets accuse me of doing wrongs.

but no tears was gonna change the situation.

and then i'm down on my knees once again,

just to stand up even taller, and go even faster.

on my way

so i wonder every night,

where would i go?

i have no permanent place to stay, i move around.

always with me i carry my faith.

and inside me i keep my only strength, peace.

so i get down on my knees i pray.

knowing i'd reach my destination, sooner or later.

guide me, stars and moon, the lights created above.

guard me angels, beautiful creatures trusted with responsibility.

send me wisdom, insight and grace in every path that i take.

take me places where i'm supposed to be.

mutter mutter

this whole january has been boring and so frikkin unproductive.

God dammit, i haven't done anything useful for the month, and yet february's coming, and i still have no plans of what to do.

i would go for some fun courses, but my parent's haven't given me any good options till now, i was actually thinking about taking mandarin lessons, but then i thought i wouldn't be using it much, so why should i.

i feel pretty much isolated here, thinking about all my friends who are studying at school and probably getting busy with all their subjects, all i do here is watch, eat, read. i don't even read much anymore now.

i had fun at first, but gradually i'm getting bored with all this.

gah !

i miss going to school.

invincible

she doesn't have a poker face. never.

but she would always have that smile after those frowns or sad faces that are shown through hard times.

even in her aging years her beauty shines through her face, somehow revealing pure joy and sincerity.

she would never try to burden people. she even eases her surrounding's burdens,

she believes in her faith that the mighty creator provides everything just enough for each and every people, and so she shares.

my admiration towards her grew stronger each day.

she's not just anybody, she's unlike nobody.

she's strong,

she's tough,

but she has the heart that is more sincere than anybody else.

she wouldn't try to win anything,

but effortless, she's a winning champion,

she's won our hearts, the people surrounding her.

she's invincible,

and i couldn't be any more prouder to get to call her mom

emotions riddle

like fire i burn, like water i was carried away.
the wind blows and the earth holds me on ground.

a roller coaster ride, but i learn how to master.

i fly, i crawl.
i run, then i'll walk.

swing me, spin me.

stories unfold, a beauty creation.