a letter for a friend

i feel like losing you already now.
was it even a bad thing when i started it?

no, i don't think i started it, you chose it by yourself.
i could only support and the hell i help you,
and that's because i love you.

i just realized just how much you know me,
and you know me well.

and i'm asking,
will it come for me soon?

i'm alone, and i'm missing.

now i'm looking way back,
and i remember the time you were trying.

funny how it didn't work,
maybe it wasn't meant to be,
or maybe it will never be?

yea, i love you,
i love you so much dearie,
but in another way :)

i'm happy that you're happy,
and i will always understand,
as long as this friendship we're holding
will never be lost.

i love youu :)

insecure masks

i wonder how they always have their masks on
even though i know just how much they hate it

i could see the shadow of their real faces
and i could tell what they really are

and it's not only me,
i bet the others are on their way to uncover it

so what's the point hiding something,
that you know will be revealed anyway?

what's to be ashamed when you're not the only one?
what's to be scared when everything is scary?