Wednesday, February 9, 2011

some love quotes

i just bought february's asia's reader's digest, and i saw this column where they put up some love quotes due to valentine's day, and i actually like a few of them, so i'm gonna post it up here, hearts ! :)

love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. love is a battle, love is a war, love is a growing up
-james baldwin

love is a fire. but whether it is going to warm your heart or burn down your house, ,you can never tell.
-joan crawford

if grass can frow through cement, love can find you at every time in your life
-cher

Sunday, February 6, 2011

insom?

i. can't. sleep. again.

and it always happen this way. late at night, watching tv, blogging, chatting on the phone, trying to get myself sleepy, but nothing really works, and it sucks.

i was actually thinking about disciplining myself about my bed hour and timetable and stuff, but ironically, my body refuses to obey me. so now, here i am, watching the barclays while blogging, liverpool is leading with 1-0 by the way.

I AM SO EXCITED about moving to australia later in march. i can't help but getting extremely happy thinking about how much fun i would have to meet all those new people, new activites, curriculum and planning on taking steps on building my business empire there.

i've done a little research about some sports clubs too, cos if it's possible, i really still wanna play futsal there. and i really hope that i'd get to meet more nice and friendly people to play with.

so far sports had set me up with various people. and i actually enjoy my time working out while making some new friends.

like su lyn, i wouldn't have the chance to spend some time together if it weren't for muay thai. which sports i fell deeply in love with.

it'd be even more exciting knowing that i would start to work there. even though i still have no idea about what i'm about to do there later, i'm still VERY EXCITED about it :S

although that means that i would have to leave these people that i love SO FRIKKIN much behind for a while :( but i know we'll all meet again some time later. and i'm really looking forward to that :))

flat

everything has always come easy for her, it comes to her regrets that nothing does she really value.
it was horrible, the feeling that she's having.
flat flat flat, flatter than flat everytime.

deep inside she wants to feel,
she wants to want and need,
even more she wants to crave.

she wants to be challenged.

she was always so strong, she stands on her ground.
there's nothing that she lacks, she was almost complete.
but then, that's what's been bugging her.

she wants to feel incomplete, she wants to once more value the things that she craves the most.
just once to feel that sensation, to be overwhelmed, scared, sad, happy, loving and daring.
to feel emotions, and over being emotionless.