passing by

i wonder how she does it,
as if it was easy leaving,

it was not for me,
it was hard breaking hearts,
but then again, it was inevitable.

can't bear those tears between the smiles,
no matter how much they say it wasn't a good bye,
but i know things would never be the same again.

time flies, people change.
obviously, there's nothing we can do about it.

sometimes i hate it when i have to fake,
i hate myself even more for being numb,
though you may not feel it,
but those words are just plain,
simply don't want to hurt your feelings .

to the hellos and good byes,
i'm walking, passing by,
it's good to leave traces,

no, don't expect anything anymore,
just keep the memories,
for the dreams we're after,
and the stars high above