a letter for a friend

i feel like losing you already now.
was it even a bad thing when i started it?

no, i don't think i started it, you chose it by yourself.
i could only support and the hell i help you,
and that's because i love you.

i just realized just how much you know me,
and you know me well.

and i'm asking,
will it come for me soon?

i'm alone, and i'm missing.

now i'm looking way back,
and i remember the time you were trying.

funny how it didn't work,
maybe it wasn't meant to be,
or maybe it will never be?

yea, i love you,
i love you so much dearie,
but in another way :)

i'm happy that you're happy,
and i will always understand,
as long as this friendship we're holding
will never be lost.

i love youu :)