hineni

Father, i know i couldn't ask for a life that's without problems, burdens and pain. cos i know that if i'm living such bliss i am not living, for the only place that is without suffering is only in Your place, the beautiful heaven.

but Dad, i do have this only one request for you to give me my portion. to give me patience, strength and courage, for You to always take my hand and guide me, to strict me to walk in the right path and to always look forward in the future, to consider every consequence of my actions.

for i know i'm not perfect, i am not flawless, instead i'm the filthiest soul that is lucky enough to have been taken and chosen by You. i could never be perfect Dad, but please guide me in my every actions, correct me if i'm wrong and let every scene in my life be according to Your will.

give me Your heart, Father. that's full of mercy, that's pure and loving. let me see things through your eyes and feel the way you feel. give me that sensitivity to do things precisely.

and so i bring this life, my life, as an offering, to please You, and You only.

here i am, Dad, hineni.

amen.