one of them is making passion as profession.
it was easy for people to say that, especially people who has it all figured out. but for me, who can't even make the right decision for simple choices, i get even more confused.
at this age, some of my friends are starting to have their own ways, although unfortunately we'll have to go our separate ways, they're taking the path they've chosen, they know that it's best for them.
sometimes i would take a glance of the memories i have with them and be jealous.
jealous because they know what they want, and they're going after it.
they know what defines them best.
and i would take a look at myself, wondering.
i'm an average person, and i really know that.
i don't get really good grades at school, and do a little of almost everything.
and that's actually where the problem starts : doing a little of everything.
it gets even worse to say that i don't have a hobby.
yes, i don't have any hobbies. not games, not reading, or even writing, not any specific kind of sports.
i get bored easily, although if i want to, i could really get serious and focused on one thing. too bad, until now i haven't found the right thing to do.
but the hell with all that now.
it's not like i'm gonna die tomorrow, i think i still have plenty of time to get it all figured out.
one more best thing : my story doesn't end here.
so, i guess i don't have anything to worry about.
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